Need to keep my head up

I feel like im losing myself again....i have kept my head up for so lo g....kept positive had faith ignored the bullshot and im still getting same results....
I am so tired of every girl i end up falling for has lied or played me and its bullshit....i never been played the way i had been last month had feeli g coem to find out she was with four other people...
Iam so exhausted but my little girl needs me and i just need to find soooooo tired

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